I read your latest post and I'm so sorry to hear about the stresses in your life. Just hang in there and keep your head up! Remember what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. The things that seem so important now will mean nothing in years to come. You're gorgeous (I assume that's you in your pic) so please have a more positive outlook in everything you do. God does not create nobodies- He creates masterpieces and that's exactly what you are. I hope you have a better day soon
awe thank you so much (: it means a lot to me! and yes its me in my picture. theres just a lot of stuff going on right now and its pretty overwhelming but you’re right about things making us stronger and god and everything. thank you so much for the support! this made me feel so much better<3
Nicole. You're fucking crazy. You are honestly one of the most amazing, pretty people I know. I can guarantee you that almost everyday, I've looked at you and thought, "Wow, I wish I was as pretty as her." That's not supposed to sound creepy. =3 But seriously, you're gorgeous.
<3 thanks for this. it made me smile (: YAY. ugh if you are serious i wish i could see what you see because i truthfully hate myself. bleh. and to tell the truth i wish i was more like you. youre so smart and get great grades and you are SO confident in yourself and youre not insecure or anything. LUCKY!<3 but thank you(:
i feel so fat constantly. and then i eat more. i look in the mirror and see a fat pig. meh.
school is really hard for me. i take honors classes, but not because im naturally smart or understand complex concepts or whatever. i have to try so hard and study every night and just work on everything. i do hours and hours of homework a night.
i dont even have a best friend any more.
im ugly and fat and ugh i feel so bad about my appearance.
my dad and i are constantly fighting and i feel like were never going to have a strong relationship.
i need my standing tuck and i need to fix my layout asap.
im just completely exhausted and i feel like im in withdrawl or something.
lately i feel like i dont want to be alive anymore. im just done with everything.
i’m tired of my mom making me look at colleges.
i have no self control when it comes to food.
im so overwhelmed with sports. i have at least 3 hours every day of the week. sometimes 4.
lately i've been developing a really bad habit of eating entire boxes of cereal as a meal, like on monday i had a whole unopened box of cinnamon toast crunch. right now, there is a sign made by my 7 year old brother on the box of cinnamon toast crunch saying that it is off limits to me, because i ate the whole box on monday. WHY AM I SO ADDICTED ALL OF A SUDDEN?
breakfast: 2 bowls of frosted flakes & pasta
lunch: 1 bowl of go lean crunch! and 1 bowl of honey bunches of oats and a banana.
after school: 2 bowls of frosted flakes and 4 bowls of cinnamon toast crunch and shrimp (i snuck my brothers cereal)
dinner: 1 bowl of special k strawberry
if i keep this up im going to get SO fat.
i need to go to like cereal addicts anonymous or something UGH.
i found internet in my hotel room :3 so we competed today and for my junior level 2 team, there are 13 teams we are against, and only 6 points between the first place and last place team. for my senior 4 team, we are up against 8 teams (i think) and there are 8 points in between. OMG PRESSUE :D